Made Up
Friday, February 3, 2012 @ 2:22 AM






Away to 2 in the morning . Catch the marathon movie .
Gulliver's Traveler and Jennifer's Body .
Okay ,  Gulliver's Traveler best . Awesome .
But Jennifer's Body ? errrr ... keep it silence . Ha ! Ha !
Esok , I mean by 7.30 morning , Jogging with Syiqa Swift and Tutti .
* Takut terlajak saja .

Okay , nak umumkan something . * tarik nafas .
I made up my own decision . I will moving out .
Away by far away from this Bukit .
Okay , hampir sebulan difikirkan . Lama bukan ? Yeah , heavier one .
Sementara itu means a month or more . Maybe sampai ambil Result SPM .
Semua BFF , sudah bekerja ! Made their own experience , life .

Mungkin , now its time I make my own life journey .
Tenangkan fikiran di dunia luar .*okay , luar means luar dari Bukit .
Find my identity , once again . Meet the new people . Take that challenge .

Seem , I will step ahead to adulthood ,Who knows , I will be mature ?
Maybe this will be my first . * Finger cross .

Ada juga terfikir" Did I want to run away form all this mess ? "
Separuh hati jawab" Yes ! Lari dari sini . Away from him .Away from home "
Separuh lagi " No . Kau kena stay . Your life is Here . I mean here , this Bukit ! "

Then I got into dilemma . What ? I'm really being a adult .

But , keputusan sudah dibuat . I have to move out . I must . 
Semakin lama aku disini , semakin rasa serabut . 
I will grab this opportunity . I will no regret . 

Hey , this post no to say Good Bye . I'm not going anywhere . Still dalam negara .
But I will not tell you where actually I'm going to . I hope you will be miss me . 
Because I will . You guys are almost my everything . 

Aku akan rindu kita jog sama -sama . Tukar - tukar novel . Gelak ketawa .
Aiskrim 30 sen . Tali skipping . Badminton . BBQ  . Gitar .
Jangan lupa aku tahu  ! 


* Press play

" I just want to hold you ,"
" And tell you that I'm sorry "
" But I just keep it all inside "
" That way it won't hurt so much ,"
" When we say goodbye "
" My heart feels like circus ."
" It's too much to take in . "
" It's hard to lose a love , "
" But you were my best friend "


p/s : Say Goodbye - Katharine McPee 
p/s 2 : I will be back ! * bak kata Eya . 

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