done !
Saturday, March 31, 2012 @ 12:39 AM
Hidup ini bukanlah suatu jalan yang datar
dan ditaburi bunga melainkan adakalanya
disirami dengan air mata dan juga darah
( Hamka )
Hamka pun cakap hidup bukan selalu indah dan gembira . Ada juga air mata dan darah yang mengalir . Ada masalah dengan kawan baik - serabutkan kepala otak aku .
Kadang kala , rasa nak jer cakap depan - depan dia - Apa masalah kau ? * ganas doe :))
Tapi , ego yang tinggi menjulang ke langit itulah menyeksa aku . Dulu , yes , dulu kami pun ada masalah yang sama . Tapi , aku yang mulakan dulu . Tanya dia yang kita ni bukan lagi kawan baik . Then kami oke . Semakin oke dan baik . Berjalan lancar .
A week before I left Bukit , I did text and tried call him . Just to asked an advise . Like I always do . But like I said 'I did" and with no reply . I suppose he angry or annoying with my act so I just keep silence .And I made up , I have to get away from here . Get a life , Man ! So , I get my life but he still doesn't text or call me.
Sorry , I wonder , isn't Kuala Lumpur doesn't have coverage to send a single text massage ?
Whether I was in a cave or dense forest that he did not make a call ?
Do I found guilty for hope that he will care me as he used to be ?
And all slang word keep in mind .
And because of this case , I had misunderstanding with my Bestie .
I promise all over again , I won't talk about him anymore . We are done .
Thank you for eveything .
5 years I hold the tittle as your 'Best Friends ' but I never know you
So , a question . Hurt others or being hurt ?
I can't make it both or either one cuz hurting people just like I hurt myself .
p/s : we are done , dude . aku dah tak sanggup .
Labels: accepted, best friends, Bye
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trapped in her own thoughts
dunia bersih hancur kencah dengan segala dosa. Hadap langit meludah, akhirnya menyapu muka dengan kotoran sendiri. bangga kau serupa bangsawan padahal kau bukan tuhan. neraka kelihatan sunyi kerana semua sudah dibuang ke bumi. aku bukan cantik kau lihat mata kasar. aku tidak ayu untuk kau sentuh. aku - kau kena lihat depan menghadap. ruang sempit aku bait huruf. itu kau menilai, bukan aku punya hak.
unspoken vow itu anggaran janji yang aku sulamkan di jiwa dan tidak termuntah kata. hidup ini hanya pilihan. aku lakon-nya, takdir skrip-nya, sekarang hanya tunggu tuhan bermain kamera untuk tukaran ke wayang-an dunia.
Amelia Azmi
"because beautiful creatures asked no attention"
done !
Saturday, March 31, 2012 @ 12:39 AM
Hidup ini bukanlah suatu jalan yang datar
dan ditaburi bunga melainkan adakalanya
disirami dengan air mata dan juga darah
( Hamka )
Hamka pun cakap hidup bukan selalu indah dan gembira . Ada juga air mata dan darah yang mengalir . Ada masalah dengan kawan baik - serabutkan kepala otak aku .
Kadang kala , rasa nak jer cakap depan - depan dia - Apa masalah kau ? * ganas doe :))
Tapi , ego yang tinggi menjulang ke langit itulah menyeksa aku . Dulu , yes , dulu kami pun ada masalah yang sama . Tapi , aku yang mulakan dulu . Tanya dia yang kita ni bukan lagi kawan baik . Then kami oke . Semakin oke dan baik . Berjalan lancar .
A week before I left Bukit , I did text and tried call him . Just to asked an advise . Like I always do . But like I said 'I did" and with no reply . I suppose he angry or annoying with my act so I just keep silence .And I made up , I have to get away from here . Get a life , Man ! So , I get my life but he still doesn't text or call me.
Sorry , I wonder , isn't Kuala Lumpur doesn't have coverage to send a single text massage ?
Whether I was in a cave or dense forest that he did not make a call ?
Do I found guilty for hope that he will care me as he used to be ?
And all slang word keep in mind .
And because of this case , I had misunderstanding with my Bestie .
I promise all over again , I won't talk about him anymore . We are done .
Thank you for eveything .
5 years I hold the tittle as your 'Best Friends ' but I never know you
So , a question . Hurt others or being hurt ?
I can't make it both or either one cuz hurting people just like I hurt myself .
p/s : we are done , dude . aku dah tak sanggup .
Labels: accepted, best friends, Bye
