I'm change
Saturday, November 24, 2012 @ 3:20 AM
" you said it's you afraid against the world , when it's actually afraid in yourself "
Before , I'm the coward person ever . anxious hit me badly .
The question " what will happen next " keep spinning in head .
I'm not stand on my feet . Hoping for other sake .
Bloody my life . Such a hypocrite . Such a plastic bag .
Sometimes I just wanna live inside the box or dustbin .
So I doesn't have to hurt people or I get hurt . win-win side .
Then what a life by living such miserable ? get up young lady !
Wake up in morning with new spirit . I'm not longer the old Amelia (:
Yeah . Pass a year since I'm change .
Seem good with new inside . more thankful and moving forward .
I'm thankful for what I had , patient and accepted for what I'm lost .
Karma ? Allah's job . no mine neither you too .
Thanks to girlfriends . you guys keep me stronger (:
To loyal bodyguard : you just like an angle with all tough spirit and I never stop believing you .
p/s : I do not need a boyfriend get love but I fallen in love with someone that I know I shouldn't .
Aku-si penglipur tua
trapped in her own thoughts
dunia bersih hancur kencah dengan segala dosa. Hadap langit meludah, akhirnya menyapu muka dengan kotoran sendiri. bangga kau serupa bangsawan padahal kau bukan tuhan. neraka kelihatan sunyi kerana semua sudah dibuang ke bumi. aku bukan cantik kau lihat mata kasar. aku tidak ayu untuk kau sentuh. aku - kau kena lihat depan menghadap. ruang sempit aku bait huruf. itu kau menilai, bukan aku punya hak.
unspoken vow itu anggaran janji yang aku sulamkan di jiwa dan tidak termuntah kata. hidup ini hanya pilihan. aku lakon-nya, takdir skrip-nya, sekarang hanya tunggu tuhan bermain kamera untuk tukaran ke wayang-an dunia.
Amelia Azmi
"because beautiful creatures asked no attention"
I'm change
Saturday, November 24, 2012 @ 3:20 AM
" you said it's you afraid against the world , when it's actually afraid in yourself "
Before , I'm the coward person ever . anxious hit me badly .
The question " what will happen next " keep spinning in head .
I'm not stand on my feet . Hoping for other sake .
Bloody my life . Such a hypocrite . Such a plastic bag .
Sometimes I just wanna live inside the box or dustbin .
So I doesn't have to hurt people or I get hurt . win-win side .
Then what a life by living such miserable ? get up young lady !
Wake up in morning with new spirit . I'm not longer the old Amelia (:
Yeah . Pass a year since I'm change .
Seem good with new inside . more thankful and moving forward .
I'm thankful for what I had , patient and accepted for what I'm lost .
Karma ? Allah's job . no mine neither you too .
Thanks to girlfriends . you guys keep me stronger (:
To loyal bodyguard : you just like an angle with all tough spirit and I never stop believing you .
p/s : I do not need a boyfriend get love but I fallen in love with someone that I know I shouldn't .
