asked no reasons.
Sunday, February 1, 2015 @ 1:35 AM


okay, this time the entry goes to

I hate drama in relationship that make me sick of it. 


Fine, I has joined theater. yang awesome pula tetapi drama dalam gang memang out of the mood betul. Trust me on this. you definitely don't want to get involved with it. 

You are the one felt disappointed for your own action and you blame me for not talking to him? In this life I always believe we have choices. pilihan untuk di buat. 

you have it, kan? 

untuk bercakap dengan dia dan untuk tidak bercakap dengan dia. 


and you choose to not talked to him. your choice. you made it.  
dan kau salahkan aku? and said in future don't ever invite you kalau nak lepak. 
If you ever thing that it my fault to have  little discussion with Shahrul, 
fine, I take those blame. yes, put it on me. tak kisah. 

but you have Azim and Daus to talked with, dan discussion tu penting dan bukan utk sengajakan. 
I have to talked my plan dengan Shahrul sebab marketing material baru siap.Dan sebab itu kita orang tak dapat nak discuss earlier. Tetapi aku tak nampak sebarang logik akal untuk jadikan itu alasan.

dan kalau la sebenarnya, you angry at me because I sat sebelah Asroy and I'm the only one yang macam manja-manja dengan dia, gave sweet smile, that come the logic. 
itu baru nampak seperti reason yang sangat kukuh.

Okay, as you know yang actually you already know pun kan? 
I have been rejected and right now, tengah process healing.
you know the stories kan? so? my heart is not anymore at him. 
Itu cerita lama. 5 years ago. we all grown up. I tried my hard to be matured. 

and I think, mungkin sebab itu, dorang treat aku macam lelaki. 
because I actually act like a lady, think like a man. mostly la,

the moral is
please, don't ever asked reason for mistake that have done.
and gave excuses on it either. 
Jangan minta sebab, Jangan beri alasan. 

my mistake is (if you asked the reason)
I asked 'reason' for her status that write "disappointed"